The first few weeks
The first few weeks
It has been around eight weeks since my wife of seven years left, with my two wonderful children. I miss them greatly, and cannot perform the daily functions of life without great difficulty. I didnt realize where I was as a human being until I had the time to sit and stare at four walls in a empty house for a extended period of time. I know this may sound weird, but I have no idea why she left. She had everything she ever asked for and wanted without any limitations. If I couldnt get it for her right then, then I worked harder, and somehow provided it. I am not saying I am perfect by any means. I know that I have my flaws that sometimes can be very overwhelming, but I understood that marriage was working through those flaws together.
Maybe I am one of those nieve people that believe that marriage is a commitment that should be respected, and cherished for a lifetime. But who am I kidding....there is no more forever.
Hello all, I am back
Hello all, I am back
I started this page a while ago with a different angle, but now as circumstances have changed, I need a outlet to express myself, and well this is it. If you havent figured this out, I am a 27 year old man, and was until around two months ago happily married. Recently my wife of seven years left, and totally shredded me. When I say shredded, I dont mean that this was a planned seperation, a good thing, she left out of nowhere, and emotionally seperated me from myself.
Well, as a man who is currently going through hell, I will be using this page to chronicle my feelings, emotions, and true dissapointments in life, while hopefully rebuilding myself emotionally, and physically where I will not be destroyed in the future. I hope that everyone enjoys my writing, and any tips and tricks for this new journey would be helpful.






